Can’t sleep… Had a car accident today cuz i fell asleep on the road :( I need to stop sleeping so late cuz I always need to get up early. I guess going to Vegas for 3 days semi-spontaneously after a midterm then going to six flags the next day would definitely have an affect on anyone. At least it wasn’t a bad accident. Stop and go traffic at 5mph.. blah. I couldnt even go to class today cuz I was so shaken up. Anyway, I did the Colorgenics thing again, for no reason haha. It’s kind of like a horoscope for me now. Yes. I have to stop procrastinating..
Colorgenics Number: 4/1/6/5/0/2/3/7/You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your ‘love for your fellow man (or women)’ will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.
You are an emotional and sensitive person. You are inclined to delight and wallow in all things that give pleasure to your senses but nevertheless your tastes are refined and you reject anything that is indecent or vulgar.
You feel truly deprived - not getting your fair share, but you have accepted the fact that that is the way things are at this time and that it is prudent to let matters slide and not hit your head against the wall -so conform and agree for a while. Accept the situation - nothing can last forever.
You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.
You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!
Park Shin Hye - Lovely Day
Hehehe. Just thought I’d make myself happy by uploading a song from the Korean drama “You’re Beautiful” OST :) Man, I miss watching Korean dramas. Haven’t seen one since “Personal Preference”, which wouldn’t seem that long to most people, I guess. Ahhhh, last final, please come soon. I know I have a lot of studying to go… But whatever. I’m too happy right now. I can’t concentrate. I’m also pretty tired. I’m not going to pull an all-nighter because I’m old hahaha. OKAY. TUMBLR WORLD and all those taking finals GOOOD LUCK! We’re ALMOST there! <3
Since everyone else has done it, I got curious :P It’s actually completely on point with my life. How do choosing colors tell so much about a person? Amazing.
Colorgenics Number: 1/4/2/6/5/3/7/0/
You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back… so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.
You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.
It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you’ll have to make the best of things as they are.
It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think ‘you can do’ - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take ‘NO’ for an answer.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.
Jessica Jarrell - Key To My Heart
I just watched The Back-up Plan, and cried like a baby. haha. It was a really good movie! I haven’t watched a good romantic comedy in a long timeee. Anyway, polisci final went well. I really think I aced it like no other. Hehe. =). Also, I finished two essays and my timeline today! Now I just have to print one of them out and turn it in tomorrow.
I hope I get back into study mode soon for my last final.. haha. There’s just way too much to study for this time, but I’m working through it. As I know all of you are too.
now… i’m going to watch letters to juliet :D hahaha. post more later :]
hello tumblr world! meet kobe. he’s 2 years old today!
yes, it’s finals week, and I’m learning how to use a tumblr now.. haha. i’m still confused about how to do anything.. but i’m sure i’ll learn in time :D. i’m actually pretty happy that there’s a new ‘xanga’ to write my thoughts, feelings, and days out on.
tomorrow i have to drive back to irvine and study :( but at least i’ll have a study buddy — becky! yayyy. =]
today is also my dog kobe’s birthday. he’s two years old! too bad he’s such a quiet, kind, and calm dog that gets bitten, licked, humped, and trampled over by his younger sister lexi… hahaha. i’m dedicating this post to kobe, my heart-healer..
from the first day we had him, he melted my heart:
this cutie. who WOULDN’T fall for a loving pup like kobe?
hehe. sleeping on top of us like he’s the boss!
giving me a tired stare..
and being a good shopping buddy..
you can see his smile here! v
he loves giving me kisses..
..and sleeping on a pile of clean clothes!
kobe also likes hiding under the blankets :]
okay, that’s enough pictures for now :P it’s 1:15 am. time to sleep. goodnight!
Glee Cast - To Sir, With Love
Ahhhh, finally free! I’m so happy to have finished undergrad already, and to make things better, my dad came back from China to go to my graduation! I’ve been spending a lot of lunches and dinners with him recently. It’s been pretty bomb. My dad is a crazy guy though. He just snapped his Achille’s tendon playing basketball 2 v. 3. three 18 year olds vs. him (55) and his friend (35). He’s freaking crazy. Even though they didn’t score a single point. The next game he played 2 vs. 3, he was trying to save the ball from going out of bounds, and he heard his tendon snap.. omg. his scar looks like the scariest thing ever. it’s absolutely huge. His older brother (my uncle) also snapped his Achille’s tendon 20 years ago, and he can’t play basketball anymore or strain himself. My dad’s always been crazy though, what to do with a man who thinks he’ll never grow old?
write more later.
2am: just saw james marsden (he’s filming at my friend’s house). he’s so good looking. also, the girl that plays penny from big bang theory is in the movie :)
Hope - Rain Don’t Last
What a peaceful song to get me through finals :) I’m glad I stumbled upon it (haha not through stumble upon, but actually doing my own stumbling):P
This quote from quotebook is so cute. I’ll always love Peter Pan. haha. In fact, it’s one of the movies that I brought back this past weekend to watch for movie night tomorrow with Crystal, Rachelle, and Kelli. Those freshman girls are so cute and sweet. haha.
Anyway, I just started studying for my LAST final. I’m super hungry, and I don’t know what to do about it. I’m going to study later with Brooke, Kelly, and Matt from 5-8 at the CSL, and then I’ll do more studying with Karen from 9-?.
That also reminds me, I have to do some house cleaning before a potential roommate sees the mess I’ve made in my room lOl. What can I say, when I get busy, I don’t worry about cleaning, which stresses me out double time. It’s a vicious cycle and habit that I hope to break in the future.
Today, I slept till 12pm, I only woke up because if a text. haha. I was planning on waking up at 10am too.. See how much I want to study? haha. I wonder if I’ll actually make the Dean’s Honor List again this quarter or not. It all depends on what I got in polisci and my last final (deviance).
I know it’s bad to look at pictures of food when you’re hungry.. but doesn’t a Spicy Tuna Don from Fukada look/sound SO good right now?
I’m drooling. I want that tonight! GAH. haha. Hopefully I follow through and get it. Or else, I’m stuck with eating my mom’s leftovers, which I’ve been eating for more than a week straight.
Okay, I should get back to studying now. Deviance class, please be nice to me.
Dear Claire,
‘What’ and ‘if’ are two words as nonthreatening as words can be. But, put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: ‘What if?’…’What if?’… …’What if?’
I don’t know how your story ended. But if what you felt then was true love, then it’s never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn’t it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart…
I don’t know what a love like Juliet’s feels like… a love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for… but I’d like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I’d have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn’t, I hope one day that you will.
Love, Juliet
From the movie “Letters to Juliet”.
Sigh. It was another cute movie. And here’s the ending scene: *SPOILER ALERT*
Charlie: …..More importantly, there’s only one Sophie. Now would you please come down? Listen to me. Listen to me very, very carefully: I live in London, a gorgeous, vibrant, historic city that I happen to love living in. And you live in New York, which is highly overrated.
Sophie: ..Pardon me?
Charlie: zZ-Zz! Since the Atlantic Ocean is a bit wide to cross over everyday; Swimming, boating, or flying, I suggest we flip for it.
Sophie: What are you saying?
Charlie: If those terms are unacceptable, leaving London would be a pleasure, as long as you’re waiting for me on the other side. Because the truth is, Sophie, I am madly, deeply, truly, passionately in love with you.
Sophie: You are?
Charlie: I am.
Sophie: Are you going to kiss me?
Charlie: Yeah.
The Script - Breakeven
blahh. finals week. you know i’ve never been good at studying. haha. but i’m sure we’ve all had that problem. sitting at home is really the worst for me. i can’t seem to do anything at home but relax. so far, ive watched two movies today… hahaha. first closer, and then little black book. both movies were sadder than i remember them to be. made me a little sad.
oh. i just saw i really disgusting, REALLY BLACK spider on my wall. it looked really scary, like a mini turantula. i’m not THAT afraid of spiders, i mean i’ve killed plenty before, but scary ones are just.. scary. now, i couldnt figure out how i was going to kill it, especially since it was 5 inches away from the ceiling. so i grabbed the swiffer and stamped it on the wall. LOL. i have a spider mark on my wall now. smart of me. i’ll try to clean it up later.
why the song? i dont know it’s always randomly stuck in my head. i dont know when i’ll have motivation to study for my political science final thats tomorrow morning.. i hope soon.
anyway, that’s all for nowww..
